Betul ke kite ade kiMIA? Hm. ;

Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hye! :D


Hm, da lame tak update. Konon busy, padahal dah duduk rumah terbongkang jobless balek dah! Haha. Okay, rindu Wendy's! >.<

Aku taktau kenapa, since a week lepas dapat result UPU tu, banyak benda yang mule aku fikir. Sampai naik serabut kepala aku ni. Haih.

Memang aku bersyukur sebab dapat kos Sains Kimia tu. It was my passion! Or used to be my passion? Hihi :p

Eh tak! Serious! Aku minat GILA dgn Kimia/Chemistry!!! Since sekolah menengah lagi. Hm. Masuk matriks, lagi berminat-minat aku. Eh(?)

Kalau ni, aku blh trime lg gak ah -.-

Tapi, masuk Sem 2 dekat matriks, kepala aku macam dah tak boleh nak terima sangat. Sebab itu sume Organic Chemistry. Entah la. Setakat Alkanes Alkenes tu aku boleh terima lagi lah. Dah masuk yang lain2 tu, otak aku macam dah hantar 1 signal :

"Enough is enough!"

Hm. Sebelum final exam matriks tu pun aku tak habis buat revision Kimia >.< Yes. Sila percaya -..-

And now, SAINS KIMIA. I'm sure its all about CHEMISTRY. No more BIOLOGY in my life. Sedih? Agak la. Sebab almost 3 years aku usung Bio dalam kepala aku. Hm. Plus, aku agak terkilan sebab tak dpt nak tunaikan permintaan ibu aku, yg nak sgt aku amek Medic.

Alolololo omey omey. Rase nak telan je! 

Pilihan parents selalunya yg terbaik kan? Aku tau. Lagi pun, memang aku dah berazam, if aku dpt medic, aku akan just go on je. Sebab ape, sebab tiap2 kali pegi hospital/klinik, aku dapat perhatikan some doctors macam tak mesra alam sikit >.< Lack of smile. Tau la tension keje lama, tapi patient tu sakit, cube la hiburkan hati dorang cket. Ajak maen sepsepsep tomtomtom ke. EH?

So, since that day, aku macam berazam nak jd doktor yang paling mesra alam lah kononnye >.<
Tapi azam hanya tertinggal dekat azam...

Fuiyooo.Cambest je abam ni maen api! :D

Adakah aku perlu menghafal Meja Periodik(Periodic Table) ni sampai khatam??

If yes, Imma dead meat then T_T

Sekarang ni aku mengaku yang aku takut nak masuk Uni >.< SANGAT! Entah la. Sebab macam lagi tough daripada matriks je... Plus, aku macam dah ingat2 lupa ape yg aku belajar Kimia dkt matriks dulu. Hm.

Tak boleh jadi ni, aku kena pupuk balik minat aku dekat Kimia. *sepahkan kotak-kotak cari nota Chemistry nak buat revision!!!

Ya Allah, satu shj aku minta, permudahkanlah urusan aku pada masa hdpn. Amiin...

I'm dying... ;

Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hye!

Disebabkan takde mood nak update, takde idea nak update, nak cakap ni aje laaaaa :

PUASA TAHUN NI..

T A K  B E S T !

(Tak dapat sahur & berbuka dengan family, at ALL! T_T)

RAYA TAHUN NI...

B O S A N !

(Duit raya tak banyak, assignment yang BANYAK! Tension betul akuuu T_T)

My dear April, PLEASE COME FAST ;(

Aku sedar siapa aku ni ;

Assalamualaikum wbt.

*Aku tak boleh tidur lagi. Sebab rasa tak tenang, risau, sedih.........

Entah la. Aku rasa macam bersalah dengan korang semua(pasal post sebelum ni). Bukan apa, aku dah sibuk-sibuk tanya korang pasal scholarship, and korang punya lah baik hati tolong aku yang tengah kusut masa tu. Tapi sekarang, dengan rasminya, aku cakap, aku tidak boleh memohon dua-dua biasiswa tu. Sebab? Adeh, terasa macam jantung aku ni kena cucuk-cucuk aje bila nak cakap pasal ni :'(

Kisah bermula apabila Aimi tanya aku pasal scholarship petang tadi. Aku cakap la aku belum apply mana-mana lagi. And she keep asking me which course I'd like to choose. Haih. Lastly, aku pergi web JPA and aku klik link yang berkenaan, tapi, bila nampak link Syarat-syarat kelayakan, aku pun klik la dulu. Kena la baca dulu kan. Aku tengok la satu-satu. All of sudden, tears rolled down through my cheeks. Kenapa? Sebab aku TAK LAYAK! Did you get it?

TAK LAYAK!

TAK LAYAK!

 

TAK LAYAK!

Semuanya sebab result Bahasa Inggeris aku. Kepada yang tak tau lagi, aku malas nak bagitau lagi. Pandai-pandai la nak cari eh. Sebab tu, bila orang cakap, "Wahh, 9A! Tahniah, tahniah!", aku senyum aje tanpa cakap apa-apa. Dia tak tau aku punya la sedih dalam hati. Arghh, dah, nanti orang kata aku tak bersyukur. Tapi korang tak faham apa yang aku rasa sekarang. Aku bukan nak mengejar biasiswa semata-mata. Sebab aku dah apply matriks and UPU. Tapi, orang kata, kita mestilah rebut peluang dalam hidup ni kan?

At first, aku ingat, result BI aku tu bukan la big deal sangat pun. Tapi, most of all pihak yang offer scholarship nak tengok English dulu. Yela, English kan word wide language sekarang. Plus, semua subjek dekat U pun dalam BI. Haih.

Tarikh tutup permohonan tinggal satu hari je lagi(sampai 17/3). So far, ayah aku cakap dia tengah usahakan untuk mempercepatkan semakan semula result aku tu. Sekali lagi aku rasa bersalah dengan ayah & ibu aku. Sebab aku dah macam menyusahkan diorang aje.

Cuba korang bayangkan, masa UPSR dapat 5A, masa PMR dapat 8A. Tapi, tiba-tiba, masa SPM tersesat satu D yang memang bagi impak yang BESAR dalam hidup korang. And ibu ayah korang sebelum ni punya la happy anak dia dapat straight A's, kena turun naik pejabat pendidikan sebab satu D tu.

*Adik mintak maaf ayah, ibu, sebab menyusahkan ayah dengan ibu :'( 

Kalau ikutkan hati, aku nak biarkan aje result aku tu. Tapi diorang yang beria-ia nak buat semakan. Even Physics aku yg B+ tu pun diorang nak semak balik. Yang paling aku terharu, diorang sanggup  pergi Putrajaya, hantar borang tu, BY HAND. And masa tu, aku orang yang ke-52 nak buat semakan semula.

Kalau hantar pos? Mahunye orang yang ke berapa ratus entah.

Apa yang aku harapkan, aku dapat yang terbaik untuk diri aku ni. Aku bukan nak mintak lebih-lebih, tapi aku perlukan sedikit perubahan. Insyaallah.

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Okay, tutup cerita sedih tu. Aku nk share movie yang baru aku tengok Sabtu lepas dekat KLCC.

 V3 - Samseng Jalanan 

Erm, pendapat aku, cerita ni biasa-biasa aje. Sebab lebih kurang macam Remp-It dengan Adnan Sempit. Lagi pun, ramai yang kata cerita ni banyak yang tak logik scene dia. Entah la. Aku bukan reti sangat nak menilai movie ni. Lagi-lagi bab-bab rempit ni. Aku kan budak baik. Haha :P

Balik tu, aku singgah Mid Valleu sekejap, jumpa jiran lama from Kedah. Lepas borak-borak and ber-camwhore, aku pergi makan McD sekejap. Mengidam benda ni haa...........

Bubur Ayam McD

Hah, yang ni aku tak puas hati dengan servis pekerja dia. Aku mintak air lain, dia bagi air lain. Aku cakap, "Bang, kasi Sprite, large eh..." Lepas tu aku pandang sorang kakak ni isi air dalam cup, then letak atas dulang aku. Aku cakap la dengan Mieja(jiran aku), 

Aku : Wehh, aku mintak lain, dia bagi lainnnnnn....!

Mieja : Cakap la nak tukar.

Aku : Huh. Takpelah(geram)

Aku nak tanya, Sprite dengan Coke Light tu adik-beradik ke? Sampaikan aku cakap nak Sprite dia boleh bagi aku Coke Light?

Adeh, aku tau la dua-dua air ni ada 'T' dekat belakang. Bunyi pun lebih kurang. Tau la aku tak power bab-bab speaking English ni(adehh, ENGLISH lagiii! Tension aku!). Tapi coke light tu pun tak sedap! Rasa lain macam aje. Sheesh. Nasib baik aku tak saman :D

Erm, okay la. Nak tido. Tetiba rasa mengantuk pulak. Byebye. Morning. Tc :)

Placement Test & Melawat Giant ;

Placement Test? Ape tu? Adehhh, aku baru je balik dari Brillington at Keramat Permai, and register for a Placement test! Sampai je sane, ade sorg lg tgh register. Org yg guide time aku register tu, lelaki, non Malaysian of course. And, dye xfhm Bahasa Melayu lgsg! So, terpaksa la speaking even berterabur. Haha(!). Nasib baek ade Sabrina. She's chinese btw. Dye blh ckp melayu. Fuhh.

So, da register and byr RM50. The bad news is(for me la), I'm going to sit for the Placement test, tonight. Yeahh, tonight! At 8pm. Nasib baik dftr dgn nana. Both of us are in Batch 2, cz Batch 1 are already full. Lps placement test tu, baru la diorg tau dkt mne kelemahan kite and nk join class yg mne 1.

Benda yg paling takutkan aku ialah(ayat skema), test dye tu ade byk jenis/type, including LISTENING, SPEAKING, GRAMMAR, WRITING and ade lg. Xigt. Hee. Nana kate listening dgn speaking kene buat one to one dgn cikgu kite tu. What the.....? I hv a very LOW level of confidence. For sure suara terketar2 and shivering dkt situ nnti.

Ohh tidakkk! Skrg da rase cuak gilaaaaa! Somebody help me pleaseeee. Ape nk buat dulu b4 pergi Placement test tu?? Kalau buat salah/silap, takut nnti ade org gelakkan. Adehh. --" But, xpe la, bljr drpd kesilapan ryte? Nway, just WISH ME LUCK, pleaseee? :)

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Ahha, lps reg dkt brillington, teman ibu pergi Giant jap. Beli brg dapur. Xbyk pn, sikit je. Jd, aku la yg MEMbanyakkan brg2 tu. Haha(!). Aku beli ni..........................

Cocopie, Chipsmore & ChokiChoki
(semuanya Choc, starts wif C :P)

Anddd, td jumpe bnde ni.......

Butane Gas
(budak2 yg amek chemistry, igt lg xbnde ni? ape homolog fmly dye? haha :D)

Lps byr sume2 tu, hati blm puas lg nk 'paw' ibu. Haha. Anak ape la ni kan? So, pergi drive thru McD, beli Cornetto McFlurry! Perghh, sume yg aku beli cekelet aje! Ape nk jd ni? :P

Erm, enough for now. Nk on FB skjp, then fikir ape nk buat n ready utk placement test mlm ni. Once again, WISH ME LUCK guys! Thanks :)

What a tiring day... ;

I miss all of you guys already! :')

Salam.

Actually, nk post psl Reunion Darjah 6 (2004), but, uhhh, skrg penat gilaaaaaaaa! Plus, I'm waiting for my friends to upload all of the pictures taken. I didn't bring my camera, and my phone's battery empty all of sudden! Lucky me huh? --" Ohh, even penat, rasa HAPPY GILA cz dpt jmpe kwn2 lama. Duhh, 5 thn xjmpe kot? Sume da berubah. Ehh, xnk la cite byk2 dkt sini. Later okay? :D

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Ahha, esk ade bljr driving 3jam. Seriously, TAKUT okay! I've asked my dad, my mom, and even my brother to teach me the basics of driving. Clutch, gear, brake, all of those things laa. All of them agreed to bring me to Jelatek LRT station cz the place was quite free from cars. But! They canceled it just now. Haishh. Its okay la, we'll go there next morning. I mean, early in the morning. Cz the learning session start on 3pm.

Wish me LUCK guys! Even this is not the real test, I'm jz hoping that I'll do no harm to the little, tiny car. Anddd, surely I want to use the NEW car! Viva myb. Haha. Stop dreaming mya!

Okay then, we'll see in the next post. Bbye. Salam :)

nak pergi ke tak nak? haih ;

Okay. Tak tau knp, rasa bosan GILA duduk dkt rmh. Rasa mcm nk keluar aje. Tgk movie ke, main bowling ke, karaoke ke. Masalahnyeee, xde DUIT! Haih. Nk tggu Kursus Amali yg lg 3jam tu, Isnin dpn. Haih. Lmbt lg la nk dpt lesen nmpknyee --" Ckp psl DUIT, aritu pergi Wangsa Walk Mall. Jumpa Lia dkt Roti Boy. Then, nmpk ade kertas dkt luar tu tulis ada KERJA KOSONG. So, ckp2, bncg2 dgn Lia, igt nk apply dkt situ. Cz kerja dkt situ sng aje. Either Baker dgn Cashier aje. Xpyh layan pelanggan sgt. Perfect sgt utk org yg PEMALU mcm AKU ni. Hahhah(!) :D

Masa nk balik baru ktorg pergi balik dkt Roti Boy outlet tu and tanya2 psl kerja kosong tu. Org tu pn tanya ktorg mcm2.

Brp org nk apply?

Ada pengalaman ke?

Part time or Permanent?

bla bla bla.....................

Huh, nmpk mcm xnk bg ktorg keje dkt situ aje. Ktorg bru lps SPM. Mne la ade pglmn and for sure PART TIME aje. While tggu result keluar. Xkn tu pn xfhm2 lg en? Adoiii --"

So, last2 dye bg BORANG utk apply tu. Suruh isi dkt situ. Tp ktorg bwk balik aje, cz parents da smpai. Smpai arini, aku still xisi lg. Haha(!)

See, PUTIH SUCI lg. Siap LIPAT 4 lg tu :P

Boy Roti tu siap senyum lebar suruh aku apply :P

So, pasal kerja ni, nanti2 la difikirkan balik. Susah2 sgt, apply kerja dkt Jejeko dkt dgn rumah aku ni aje bak kata Lia. Senang cite :DD Ahah! One more thing! Nk tanya korg, especially AB Sibs dgn KVHSians...................

Korg ade dpt tak bende alah ni...........

From: Kolej Teknologi YPC- iTWEB

and this.......

From: Kasturi College International

Dua2 kolej ni offer pergi Kursus Komputer and Bahasa Inggeris. Waaaa, seriously, nk pergiiiii SANGAT! Yelahhh, aku pn bukan pro sgt bab2 comp ni. My ENGLISH? Haha. Teruk! So, I need HELP! Seriously! ^^

So, kpd sesape yg dpt offer ni.................

JOM PERGI NAK TAK??! JOM LAH! JOM LAH! JOM LAH! :P
*if benda ni still open lg la. Takut pulak dah closed for application. Heeee :b

Ohh ohh, not to forget, I'm so EXCITED to see this...................

Can you see that? No? Aiyyaaa. FORENSIC SCIENCE laaaaaaaa. Duhhhh, finally, jumpa jgk course tuhhh. Haha. Benda tu pn still baru. And, korg yg KENAL aku, mesti tau yg aku ni SUKA GILA dgn benda yg ada kaitan dgn CSI en? Thats why la aku xcited tgk bnde ni. Haha :D But, still xtau and xconfirm aku nk amek course ape nnti. Huh. Yg pasti, ada kaitan dgn CHEMISTRY! Cz I LOVE CHEMISTRY so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Hehe :D

**Ahh, still waiting for SPM result. And, skrg ni aku jd Cikgu Sambilan, yg mengajar adik aku. Baru Form 1 la katakan :DD

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010! ;

Dah sedekad after Alaf Baru. byk perubahan yg berlaku dekat dunia ni, myself too. haish. bile la aku ni nk berubah jd org yg BAIK? i mean, betulbetul BAIK? free from jelousy, all of the BAD VALUES. -________________-"

aku nk sgt rasa diterima sume org seadanya, xnk org yg FAKE aka bertalam-talam muke dye dgn aku. try to be HONEST with me all the time. seriously, aku xkesah kalau org berterus-terang dgn aku. cz aku myb blh ubah sifat, sikap, perangai aku yg buat korg rasa annoyed. but, jgn la terlalu berterus-terang like "...kau ni, mmg gedik, %$@%##! tau tak? menyampah aku...."

hey! aku ni manusia biasa mcm korg jgk, ade perasaan, ade hati :P

btw, myb jgk aku ade buat korg sume marah, tak puas hati, menyampah etc. so...

I'M REALLY2x SORRY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART :')

Have a VERY GREAT YEAR in 2010, FRIENDS!

jgn lupekan aku, contact2 la kalau nk hangout mane2, okay? :)

aku sayang korg sume gilagilagilagilagilagila<33 xo :P

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Best Quotes for 2010 :)

'To achieve great things, two things are needed; a plan and not quite enough time'

'Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else'

'Arriving at one goal is the starting point to another'

'Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars'

last post for 2009 :) ;

Num giliran for that test :)

First of all, aku nk ucapkan syukur alhamdulillah ke hadrat Ilahi, kerana dgn izinNya, aku berjaya lulus dlm Ujian Teori KPP td(I'm not showing off okay! Dont get me wrong). Btw, td dpt no giliran 31 and PC8. Perghh, PC dye punye mouse mcm *%#%!. Haha. But, xde pape bnde buruk yg jd :). So, ahad ni akan start Kursus Amali for 3 hrs. Aiiyooo. Takut mengantuk aje nanti. Haha(!) :D Luckily, dpt pergi kursus tu dgn Aliah. Fuhh, legaaa. Nanti xde la tercongok dkt situ sorgsorg :P

Back to the point, sedar xsedar, hari ni dah 31st December 2009. Pukul 12 nnti da 1 January 2010. Tahun baru, azam baru, hidup baru, umur baru. Semuanye BARU :). As usual, mesti pasang azam baru, even xsemua azam thn lps yg tercapai :P Tp, thn ni still ade AZAM BARU. Ape dye azam tu? SECRET laaaaa. Hee :D But, salah satunye, of course la aku nk berubah drpd yg BURUK kpd yg BAIK, and yg BAIK kpd yg LEBIH BAIK :)

Lg bbrp jam aje lg before 2009 ends. So, my dear FRIENDS,

• Sorrysorrysorry for all of my wrong doings, wrong words, wrongs behaviour and so on :)

Tutup buku lama, buka buku baru, okay? :)


Ohhh, btw, taktau knp, lately, aku OBSES dgn...
DUA BENDA PUTIH(WHITE) ni. Hee :P

Blackberry Bold WHITE<33

Kinder Bueno WHITE<33

Thats all for today(year 2009). Say Hello to 2010! Bbye to 2009 :|

lovee,
Amirah Rashid
xo

my last 4 papers ;

here, I'd like to write about my last 4 papers for SPM which are Biology, Physics, Chemistry and Tasawwur Islam. first of all, I'd like to thank god for giving me a good health along the exam weeks so I can answer those papers without greenish-yellow liquid in my nose or throat. haha :DD geli kan? sorry :P so, lets start with Biology.

Biology:
-when I look through the timetable for the first time, I was really shocked. it was like, what the...? we need to answer Biology Paper 2 first?? in the early morning?? mane blh fikir pagi2 buta tu lahhhhhhhhhhh. haishh. but, when I finished the paper, it was the biggest relieved that I ever felt. rasa lega sgt cz tinggal paper 1&3 aje. and, for me, those Biology papers are quite easy and not as hard as what I expected. I hope that I can get at least 'B' for Bio. pray for me yeah :)

Physics:
-ahha, the most subject that I LIKE(sarcastic). haha :D and, as usual, I have no confident at all to get the BEST result/mark for Physics papers. jz hoping that I'll get B or at least C. hurm :|

Chemistry:
-I can do quite well for paper 1&2. but, paper 3?? no comment. the 1st question was really tough and I've stucked there for about half an hour. hah! can someone tell me, what is the answer for no. 46(paper 1)?? kindly let me know cz it was quite important. hee :P

Tasawwur Islam:
-do u believe if I said that I don't even do the revision for form 5 syllibus? it is TRUE and I'm not kidding man! but, alhamdulillah, I can answer paper 2 questions, but stuck with one of it. paper 1? huh, tough, tough, and tough! fullstop.

so, I've done all of my best, and as usual, let Allah swt do the rest :)

ohh yeahhh.

Say Hi! to FREEDOM! :DD

Chelsea vs. Hull City;

VS

Chelsea FC vs. Hull City AFC
Saturday ; 15 August 2009
7.45pm-10pm
Channel 812

chelsea mulakan EPL?! wuhuuuuu! excited g i l a ! okay, aku tau trial isnin ni. jgn risau, aku ttp buat revision. utk 2 jam tu je aku tgk tv skjp. then buat revision. insyaallah. lagi pn, aku ade satu azam yg aku nk tunaikan. xboleh bg tau dkt sini. sbb, nnti, for sure xkn tercapai azam aku tu. hee :P

**btw, angka kematian H1N1 semakin meningkat. so, jaga kesihatan, basuh tgn dgn bersih esp. lps bersin/batuk, elakkan ke tmpt awam. klau xboleh elak, JGN LUPA PAKAI MASK! hidup cuma sekali, so, jgn sia-siakan peluang yg kite dpt ni, okay? :) take a very good care of yourself :)

yg comel,
myarashid :)

byebye 2008, hello 2009 ;

ahaa, this is my 1st post for 2009.

ehh, alhamdulillah btw because, finally, 2008 left us. but, that's doesn't mean i hate 2008 okay. it was just because, i've faced too many bad things on that year. my late only grandfather left us on august. my result is just okayy. arghh, too many to be wrote.

so, today, on 1st January 2009

i dont want to be the old, silly, crazy Mia anymore. i want to be the NEW me!

just pray for me, okayy :)

especially, i will face my SPM soon. need to be serious from now. INDEED!

• no more playplay *gaya teacher patvinder
• no more tgglkan solat 5 waktu *exc. time tuutt :D
• no more novel *exc. novel skola
• no more myspace *rarely online
• no more PSP *arghh :|
• no more blog *exc. klau perlu update :)
• no more being rude to EVERYONE *family and friends esp :)
• no more berangan-angan *ohh no, hb my frank lampard??
• no more bolabola *haaa, yg ni BOLEH. haha :D
• no more ponteng skola *ehh, aku prnh ponteng ke??

arghh, no more, no more, and no more lahh ;)

so, once again, i want to say so so so so sorry for all the wrong things that i've done to all of you. let bygone be bygone. leave the old life/story/chapter, build the GREAT, SUPERB NEW ONE. and i'm really sure that all of us will be okayy :)

love ; mia<33