This is what we call life. A REAL LIFE ;

Assalamualaikum wbt.
&& Hye!

TIRED

,

SICK

,

&&

BORING

Of

L I F E ! ! !

Fell like wanna scream out LOUD right now!

People like to judge. Even they're not even know each other. We're always being judged for everything we do. 

And I hate to be judged!

To be underestimated too.

Can these kind of people go and get a LIFE please?

There's no acceptable reason for these-kind-of-person to do the judging matter unless you know me well, know me deeply. Know the REAL me.

Hypocrisy is everywhere.

Trust is now hard to be spread. Way harder than to spread love perhaps?

But well, this is what we call a life.

Accept it with no excuses. Keep your mind open and positive. Show no care on what people said 'bout you.

And Insya'Allah, you'll be fine ;)

Bila dah jadi macam ni,

aku rasa nak berhenti aje!

Arghhh!

T_T

Spreading positivity ;

Assalamualaikum wbt.
&& Hye! :D

I ran out of words.

I don't even know what my heart says sometimes.

Everything. Keep on playing around in my head.

I'm speechless.

Not even a single word can reveal it right now.

I cannot create the words that express the way I feel all the time. It's like the pain has silenced me made me numb. Maybe one day when I can feel again I will be able to find the words to explain how I felt.

Truthfully,

My heart.

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#I'm touched! INDEED! :"")

Heaven is for real :')

Believe that.

Something good to be shared with ;

Assalamualaikum wbt.
&&
Hye (:

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A Mufti sat next to a Reverend on a flight . The reverend asked the Mufti...

Rev : What is your occupation?

Mufti : I'm into big business.

Rev : But what business exactly?

Mufti : I deal with God.

Rev : Ah, so you're Muslim religious leader. I have one problem with you Muslims. You oppress your women.

Mufti : How do we oppress women?

Rev : You make your women cover up completely and keep them in homes.

Mufti : Ah, I have a problem with your people. You oppress money.

Rev : What? How can one oppress money?

Mufti : You keep your money hidden away, in wallets, banks, and safes. You keep it covered up. Why don't you display it in public if it's a beautiful thing?

Rev : It will get stolen, obviously.

Mufti : You keep your money hidden because it is so valuable. We value the true worth of women far, far more. Therefore, these precious jewels are not on display to one and all. They are kept in honor and dignity...

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**Motif post ni adalah untuk menyedarkan kita yang wanita/perempuan ni sememangnya 'fragile'. Once broken considered sold. Erh, faham-faham sendiri la eh? (:

So, most of us, perempuan especially akan jadi saaaaaangattt la sensitif bila cakap pasal tutup aurat, bertudung la selalunya.

Yang tak bertudung selalu akan jawab macam ni bila orang tanya kenapa tak pakai tudung, kan tu perintah Allah SWT :

"Alaa, yang pakai tudung tu bukan semuanya baik kan? Ade jugak yang buat jahat, maksiat, zina, yang dengan seangkatan dengan dye la, bla bla bla.."

Aku da selalu dengar jawapan macam ni. Dah typical and common sangat. Yeah, ade jugak betulnye jawapan diorang tu. But, somehow, mendedahkan aurat tu la yang akan lead kite semua ke arah maksiat, zina. Am I right? Well, I do wear tudung. But, to be true, aku sendiri rasa yang aku ni belum fully-covered(tutup aurat) and aku harap aku akan dapat tutup aurat dengan sempurna, sooner or later, insya'Allah.

Kita ni dah memang hidup dekat akhir zaman. Kiamat bila-bila je boleh terjadi. So, bertaubat & berubahlah ke arah kebaikan before it's too late. Aku cakap ni pun untuk diri sendiri jugak yang sememangnye buat salah dalam sedar ke tak. Post ni bukan nak point a finger to those yang free hair, tak tutup aurat okay. Just untuk saling mengingati sesama Muslim :)

Err, okay la, I'd better stop now. Nanti terlebih-lebih pulak jadi ustazah celup. Haha ;D Till then, bbye. Salam... ^^

Oit, sape nk sy jd bibik dye? Ehh, birthday aku? ;

Salam.
Hye bloggers!

Mule2 sekali, alhamdulillah, misi utk mengemas bilik yg sememangnye tak berkemas berjaya dilaksanakan petang td. Yippiee! :P

Okay, mari kite mulekan misi..................

Ni la bibik tu, sape nk upah dye, sile la hubungi 0126**2**8 :P
P/S: ASAP yer, 1st come 1st served :P

Sediakn brg yg diperlukan; vacuum, half mask(utk mengelakkan jangkitan atok H1N1) dan juga selendang utk mengelakkan gangguan drpd jiran sebelah(ehh, ade kaitan ke? ape2 ajelahhh :P)

Then, mula menyemakkan barang2 seperti ini..............

Jgn tiru aksi ini. Haha :DD

Jadi, slps hampir 10liter air peluh dirembeskan, aku berjaya menamatkan misi ini. Tahniah, tahniah :P

Make up table yg da mcm hutan simpan. Semak sgt :p

Jd, itulah dye kisah misi mengemas bilik bersama BIBIK AMIRAH. Bapakbapak, ibuibu, semua yg ada di sini dan di sana, JAGALAH KEBERSIHAN diri sendiri, orang lain, dan juga yg sekitarnya :P

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Ditegaskan bahawa cerita ini adalah SULIT.
Jd, sila baca dgn sepenuh hati dan jiwa raga anda :P

Korg nmpk tak ape yg cuba disampaikan? TAK NAMPAK? Adehhhhh, xpe laaaaa. Meh sini aku perjelaskan..............

20.01.10

Tarikh ape tu? Anniversary korg? Tarikh korg kapel? Tarikh korg masuk tadika? Tarikh korg masuk hospital sakit jiwa? Ohhh, tidak! tidak!

Itu adalah tarikh yg KERAMAT, lagi bermakna buat aku, iaitu...........................(drum roll please :P)

Hari Keputeraan, ehhhh, bukannn!




Hari Lahir or Hari Jadi or Happy Birthday aku yg ke-18(muda lagi okayyy :P)
ehehehehehe....

So, dgr rendah dirinya, aku hrp korg dpt igt tarikh ni. And, jgn lupe WISH okayyy! Xnk hadiah pun, korg wish pn da HAPPY GILAAAAA :)

Japjap! Tp, jgn wish SEBELUM atau SELEPAS tarikh tu tau! Cubit korg sorang2 nnti bru tau. Haha :D Ohh, tarikh tu aku jumpa lps penat kemas bilik, and tgh syok2 teguk air tu, ternampak pulakkk. Ehehehe ;D

Akhir kata, igtlah tarikh hari jadi kwn2 korg, kerana kwn2 korg selalu igt birthday korg. Heee :)

P/S: Birthday korg bile? Sile la bgtau kalau nak ye. Thanks ;)

What a tiring day... ;

I miss all of you guys already! :')

Salam.

Actually, nk post psl Reunion Darjah 6 (2004), but, uhhh, skrg penat gilaaaaaaaa! Plus, I'm waiting for my friends to upload all of the pictures taken. I didn't bring my camera, and my phone's battery empty all of sudden! Lucky me huh? --" Ohh, even penat, rasa HAPPY GILA cz dpt jmpe kwn2 lama. Duhh, 5 thn xjmpe kot? Sume da berubah. Ehh, xnk la cite byk2 dkt sini. Later okay? :D

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Ahha, esk ade bljr driving 3jam. Seriously, TAKUT okay! I've asked my dad, my mom, and even my brother to teach me the basics of driving. Clutch, gear, brake, all of those things laa. All of them agreed to bring me to Jelatek LRT station cz the place was quite free from cars. But! They canceled it just now. Haishh. Its okay la, we'll go there next morning. I mean, early in the morning. Cz the learning session start on 3pm.

Wish me LUCK guys! Even this is not the real test, I'm jz hoping that I'll do no harm to the little, tiny car. Anddd, surely I want to use the NEW car! Viva myb. Haha. Stop dreaming mya!

Okay then, we'll see in the next post. Bbye. Salam :)

yepp, this is my wake up call ;

Assalamualakum wbt......

Alhamdulillah, pagi td terlaksana jgk plan aku nk JOGGING. Jogging tu ape? Alaaa, yg jalan ala2 itik pulang petang tu. Haha. Tak lawak pun! --" So, lokasinya dkt Park AU3. Pasangan aku(cehh), Mieja(my closest neighbour). Ktorg gerak dlm 7.45am. Tp, mula2 jln2 aje dulu. Konon2 warm up la tu :P Baru 20minit, nafas pun da tunggang terbalik. Penat dye xpyh ckp la. Haha. Padan muke kau mya....! Tu la, malas lg nk exercise. Naik bukit, turun bukit, lalu padang pasir, gurun sahara, jumpe pokok kaktus, potong pokok kaktus tu, minum air, dah! Merepek! Dlm perjalanan tu, bile xde kereta/motor/org lalu, ktorg lari. Bile ade org je, tros stop(pemalu ktorg ni :P) Akhirnye, smpai jgk dkt park tu. Ramai jgk org. Jmpe budak tucen(tp dye xknl aku kot). Haha :D So, lps jalan2 mkn angin, mule la berlari. Seriously, xsmpai 1 pusingan lgsg ktorg lari! Percayalah wehhhh.

Well, ape makne sumenye tu??

I NEED TO MAKE A CHANGE ON MY LIFESTYLE, NOW! Yeahhh, NOWWWW!

This is what I call my WAKE UP CALL. Selalunye bila tgk callenge dlm The Biggest Loser, aku selalu ckp, "...lehhhh, senang mcm tu pn xblh nk buat...bla bla bla....." Tp, tgk aku skrg, lg teruk ade la. Dah la teruk, LEMBIK plak tu(bukan aww okay! :P). Ohh ohh, td jumpa Qayyum dgn Naqib. Ahah, malu doeeee. Jd segan sekejap :P

Jd, insyaAllah, aku akan selalu pergi jog. Utk kesihatan sendiri and utk masa dpn jgk. I'm still YOUNG mannnn! Xnak 'pergi' awal2. Nk jln2 keliling dunia dulu. Pergi Mekah, Madinah ^^, Selain, jog, kene jgk ubah eating habit aku. No more iced drink(padahal balik jog td beli 1 liter Teh O ais :P). No more fatty food, junk food(myb amek sikit aje. Haha)

So, sesape yg nk pergi jogging ke, main badminton ke, ping pong ke, tenis ke, congkak ke, ting ting ke, galah pjg ke, batu seremban ke, hah, ape2 aje lahh. Ajak aku, okay?? Insyaallah aku akn join. Call aje num ni...

012******8
x Pengguna Hotlink/Maxis aje dibenarkan. Haha ;D
x No calling2, Messaging ONLY :P

Ahah, kalau korg ade mase senggang, jenguk2 la web ni

http://www.biggestloserasia.com
OR
http://www.jillianmichaels.com/

Byk info yg korg blh dpt dkt sane, about our health, of course :)). Andd, share2 la ape2 info yg korg ade abt health dgn aku eh? :D

Sebagai penutup post ni, tgk lah gmbr aku lps jog dgn teh o ais 1 liter yg dh nk habis td yg xlawa ni. Haha :P

(muka poyo :P)

nak pergi ke tak nak? haih ;

Okay. Tak tau knp, rasa bosan GILA duduk dkt rmh. Rasa mcm nk keluar aje. Tgk movie ke, main bowling ke, karaoke ke. Masalahnyeee, xde DUIT! Haih. Nk tggu Kursus Amali yg lg 3jam tu, Isnin dpn. Haih. Lmbt lg la nk dpt lesen nmpknyee --" Ckp psl DUIT, aritu pergi Wangsa Walk Mall. Jumpa Lia dkt Roti Boy. Then, nmpk ade kertas dkt luar tu tulis ada KERJA KOSONG. So, ckp2, bncg2 dgn Lia, igt nk apply dkt situ. Cz kerja dkt situ sng aje. Either Baker dgn Cashier aje. Xpyh layan pelanggan sgt. Perfect sgt utk org yg PEMALU mcm AKU ni. Hahhah(!) :D

Masa nk balik baru ktorg pergi balik dkt Roti Boy outlet tu and tanya2 psl kerja kosong tu. Org tu pn tanya ktorg mcm2.

Brp org nk apply?

Ada pengalaman ke?

Part time or Permanent?

bla bla bla.....................

Huh, nmpk mcm xnk bg ktorg keje dkt situ aje. Ktorg bru lps SPM. Mne la ade pglmn and for sure PART TIME aje. While tggu result keluar. Xkn tu pn xfhm2 lg en? Adoiii --"

So, last2 dye bg BORANG utk apply tu. Suruh isi dkt situ. Tp ktorg bwk balik aje, cz parents da smpai. Smpai arini, aku still xisi lg. Haha(!)

See, PUTIH SUCI lg. Siap LIPAT 4 lg tu :P

Boy Roti tu siap senyum lebar suruh aku apply :P

So, pasal kerja ni, nanti2 la difikirkan balik. Susah2 sgt, apply kerja dkt Jejeko dkt dgn rumah aku ni aje bak kata Lia. Senang cite :DD Ahah! One more thing! Nk tanya korg, especially AB Sibs dgn KVHSians...................

Korg ade dpt tak bende alah ni...........

From: Kolej Teknologi YPC- iTWEB

and this.......

From: Kasturi College International

Dua2 kolej ni offer pergi Kursus Komputer and Bahasa Inggeris. Waaaa, seriously, nk pergiiiii SANGAT! Yelahhh, aku pn bukan pro sgt bab2 comp ni. My ENGLISH? Haha. Teruk! So, I need HELP! Seriously! ^^

So, kpd sesape yg dpt offer ni.................

JOM PERGI NAK TAK??! JOM LAH! JOM LAH! JOM LAH! :P
*if benda ni still open lg la. Takut pulak dah closed for application. Heeee :b

Ohh ohh, not to forget, I'm so EXCITED to see this...................

Can you see that? No? Aiyyaaa. FORENSIC SCIENCE laaaaaaaa. Duhhhh, finally, jumpa jgk course tuhhh. Haha. Benda tu pn still baru. And, korg yg KENAL aku, mesti tau yg aku ni SUKA GILA dgn benda yg ada kaitan dgn CSI en? Thats why la aku xcited tgk bnde ni. Haha :D But, still xtau and xconfirm aku nk amek course ape nnti. Huh. Yg pasti, ada kaitan dgn CHEMISTRY! Cz I LOVE CHEMISTRY so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Hehe :D

**Ahh, still waiting for SPM result. And, skrg ni aku jd Cikgu Sambilan, yg mengajar adik aku. Baru Form 1 la katakan :DD

Hati Ini ;

Telah lama aku pendamkan rasa ini,
Tapi kau tidak juga mengerti,
Tidak memahami,
Tidak juga kau sedari,
Angan-angan yang aku bina,
Hancur dan lenyap begitu sahaja,
Tanpa setitik belas kasihan,
Tanpa hala tuju,
Aku dibiarkan terkapai-kapai kelemasan,
Lalu hati ini kupujuk sendiri,
Tanpa bantuan sesiapa,
Tanpa pengetahuan sesiapa.

Suatu hari yang indah,
Aku melangkah ke pesisiran pantai,
Menghirup udara yang segar,
Bagi menenangkan hati ini yang gundah,
Aku melihat ke kanan,
Kanak-kanak bermain pasir keriangan,
Aku menoleh ke kiri,
Sepasang kekasih berjalan beriringan,
Ah, aku cemburu sekali!
Cemburu melihat kebahagiaan mereka semua,
Sedangkan aku?
Aku hanya sendiri mencari konklusi,
Konklusi yang masih samar,
Konklusi yang masih belum pasti.

Awan-awan yang bergerak perlahan,
Memaksa aku memandang mereka,
Lama aku menatap keindahanNya,
Astaghfirullahal'azim...!
Akhirnya aku sedar,
Hanya DIA tempat aku memohon bantuan,
Hanya DIA yang mahu mendengar rintihanku,
Hanya DIA yang bisa mengubat hatiku yg luluh,
Dan hanya DIA yang mampu membantu aku melupakan 'Si Dia'.

Pergilah mimpi,
Pergilah angan-angan,
Pergilah Impian,
Pergilah 'Si Dia',
Pergilah bersama angin,
Buat selama-lamanya,
Kerana aku mahu bangkit semula,
Mengatur langkah satu persatu,
Bagi membina satu kehidupan yang BARU.

pemilik Hati Ini,
Amirah Rashid.