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Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hyeee! ;D

I know. I know. It's been a loooooonggggg time for me to update this blog right? Hm. I don't even know why :? Too many reasons to be listed here.

College.

Friends.

Family.

Love.

Everything!

And it turns my life upside down. Yes. I hate that. Cause I'm not strong enough to face it :'(

That's why I hate YOU. So much. Yeah, YOU. You know who you're.

It's hard to accept the fact at first actually. But I can handle it. Thanks cz you make me realize the 'real' meaning of life.

May Allah SWT bless you. Insya'Allah.

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Okay, stop cerita feeling feeling ni. Aku dah tak larat. Sebab baru menangis tadi. Yeah. Aku tak tipu. And now pun kepala dah pusing-pusing. Rasa macam orang bengong je.

2 orang roommates aku balik. And believe it or not, aku STAY aje dekat sini! Haha. Aku sendiri pun rasa macam tak pcaye je aku tak ikut diorang balik. :P But, memikirkan kerja yang BANYAK tu, aku pun decide nak stay aje. Kalau balik MEMANG AKU SENTUH lagi buku tu. :P

Plus, final exam dah makin hampir. Kelas tambahan bersepah sana-sini. Semua lecturer mengganas buat lecture tambahan. Awal pagi, tengah malam. Siyes aku rasa takut. ._.

Sebab aku still tak ready and fully prepared nak face final exam tu. Tapi aku excited nak habis dah matriks life ni. Wahahaha :DD

Yes, aku taktau kenapa aku jadi cepat emo akhir-akhir ni. Semua sebab this one guy yang tak guna, useless, sucks! Aku benci kau! Haih. Lupekan jela dye tu :/

Anyway, aku tau semua benda ni jadi ade sebab and hikmah. And I know that Allah is trying to test me whether I can handle, face all these things. And Alhamdulillah, I CAN :)

Because of what?

Because I have such a super duper loving, caring, understanding family and friends here :')

Kelas Kemahiran Dinamika

After kuiz yang tak berapa nak macam kuiz sgt. Haha :D

Our guardian angels.

*Angelic la sangat :P*

Kelas Amali Biologi

Misi mencari pokok Selaginella, Lycopodium & Dyropteris :D

Surprise Bday Party for me! :')

Mereka semua budak aras saya :)

I'm so glad for having you guys in my life. They colour my empty, dull life. Thanks to Allah SWT for sending you guys to me :')

Okay, I hv to go now. Nak outing sekejap :)

Till we meet again.

Bbye :)

P/S: For those yang mmg setia baca blog ni, thanks a LOT. Aku sedar aku jarang gila update sekarang. But you guys still baca though boring and takde latest stories. Kepada yang sudi follow blog ni pun thanks a LOT. Aku pun taktau nak cakap macam mana lagi. Semoga korang semua berjaya dalam arena blogging ni. Insya'Allah.. :)

Entry untuk awak. Ye, awak. ;

Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hye.

True love is not being with someone because you think you can be happy with that person, but because without that person you know you can never be.

Puas saya tunggu. Puas saya sabar. Awak tetap macam tu jugak. Awak tau tak saya pernah hampir nak give up daripada semua ni? Awak tau tak awak pernah buat saya menangis, banyak kali? Awak tau tak awak buat saya teringat dekat awak hari-hari? And awak tau tak yang saya sebenarnya sayang dekat awak?

Awak sedar tak yang awak main-mainkan hati saya?

Hmm. Saya tau awak taktau kan? Sebab awak tak pernah nak amek tau. Sebab awak tak sedar yang saya suka dekat awak. Ego awak tinggi. Tinggi sangat. Tapi saya tetap bersabar dengan awak. Saya pun taktau kenapa saya boleh bersabar dengan awak. Sedangkan orang lain semuanya cepat give up dengan awak. Mungkin sebab saya sayangkan awak kan?

Dulu awak suka someone ni and kite jarang contact each other. Okay, takpe. Saya pasrah. Tapi tak lama lepas tu, awak datang cari saya balek. Awak cakap yang hubungan awak dengan someone tu salah sebenarnya. Saya tak tau ape yang patut saya rasa mase tu. Happy sebab awak datang dekat saya balek? Sedih sebab awak jugak bersedih? Tapi lepas tu kite jadi rapat balik.

Dah dekat setahun awak. Dah setahun kite kenal and kawan. Macam-macam yang kite go through together. Happiness, sadness, everything awak. Kawan-kawan saya sume cakap, "Takkan relationship korang ni nak macam ni aje sampai bila-bila?" Saya hanya mampu tersenyum je dengan soalan diorang tu sebab saya taktau ape yang awak rasa dekat saya. Nanti orang cakap saya syok sendiri pulak. Tapi memang saya syok sendiri kot kan? :(

Sepanjang kite berkawan, awak buat saya rasa happy and bahagia sangat. Thanks a lot for that. No one ever care for me like you do. No one can make me smile and laugh the way you do too :'). And sometimes awak buat saya rasa yang saya tak boleh hidup tanpa awak. This is what people said the power of love, perhaps?

Tapi sekarang semua dah selesai. Saya sendiri yang rasa benda ni, hubungan kite ni dah selesai. Saya nampak awak. Saya nampak ape yang awak cuba sampaikan walaupun in indirect way. It's okay la. Saya doakan awak bahagia and happy dengan orang tu. Seriously, if awak happy, saya pun happy. Jangan contact saya lagi lepas ni. Saya taknak simpan harapan lagi. Menunggu tu penat tau tak? Penat sangat-sangat. And saya dah tak larat. I'm officially give up. Go and get her. The one you loved the most. Just go. I think you don't even need me anymore. Now you already have her, in front of your eyes. Right? Tapi saya nak awak ingat satu ni je...

True love is like a teardrop in a rainstorm; you're lucky enough to find it once, but you will never find it again.

Awak faham kan? So, semoga awak happy dengan dye eh? Saya doakan untuk awak. Insya'Allah :')

Lagu ni untuk awak. Yeah, that should be me. Tapi, everything seems very very very impossible kan sekarang? Haih. Takpe. Saya redha :')

Saya nak stop dulu. Nanti saya menangis pulak. Saya dah penat menangis untuk awak. Cukup-cukup lah. Ape-ape pun, thanks for EVERYTHING awak. Thanks sangat-sangat. :')

Perhaps?

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*Kalau aku cakap story ni pasal aku, korang percaya tak? Tak? Okay fine. Story ni pasal kawan aku. Aku just nak share.

Movies of the year! ;

Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hye! ;D

1. Transformers 3 : Dark Of The Moon

No more Megan Fox! Berduka-lah wahai peminat-peminat Cik Fox yee? Haha :D But, don't be sad. I think the one yang replace tempat Megan Fox tu wayyyyy hotter than her. Rosie Huntington kot nama dye if tak silap. But haihh, lambat lagi kot movie ni nak keluarr. Bulan 7! Pfffftt. -_-" Takpelahh, sabarrr, sabarr.

2. Pirates Of The Caribbean : On Stranger Tides

I'm not following this movie from the beginning actually. But, the 2nd one (Dead Man's Chest) took my heart away! Haha :D It was FIVE years back you know! Lama gilaa. And I'm not going to miss the latest one! Wee~

3. Kung Fu Panda 2

Cartoon? Haha. Yeah. Sila la percaya. Sebab panda itu saaaaangaaaaatttt lah comel. :D

4. Final Destination 5

*No trailers and posters yet*

Movie yang paling geli pernah aku tengok. Yeahh, aku da pernah tengok from the 1st till the 4th one. Geli gila okayyyy. Especially the 4th one. For those yang dah pernah tengok, ingat lagi tak scene dekat pool tu? o_o" Haih, entah macam mane la yang ke-5 ni punye cite kan? -,-

And, if tak silap, this year jugak Spider Man 4 and Sherlock Holmes 2 will be released! Gila ahhhh. Movie yang best2 keluar tahun ni! Heaven gilaaa! :D :D

So, I'm really really really really really looking forward to watch all of the movies listed! Haha. So, aku akan try me-limit-kan penggunaan duit elaun aku from now on. :P

Psstt psstt, takde sesape ke nak teman kite tengok movie2 ni? Heeeee. *gedikkk* :P

Till then, hv a nice day peeps! :D